I Have Issues and am in Need of SERIOUS Therapy

What a weekend... what a positively lovely weekend. I finished off totally cleaning out and reorganizing my room, all that's left is for me to paint. I've lost a bit of weight these past few weeks, which has me ecstatic. I think I'm going to head out shopping soon and buy some good diet food, like Special K. On Saturday I hung out with Jennings. We went shopping, and being the big spenders that we are, we bought lip gloss... lol. Then on Sunday, after church I went to visit Melissa. I learned how to milk a goat, which was kind of cool, once you got the hang of it. We went out for Chinese then and talked for a while. Talked to Lea on the phone after that, and got all the recent updates on like in Tennessee. Today was a bit of a lazy day. I got up around noon, went to the Rec, and then played with Julie until supper. After that, I returned to school. So that is my little quick and dirty update. If you've been wondering about the title of this post, I'm about to get to that. After I return from shopping. I've got too much pent up energy to sit here and type any more. I feel like I've drunk like, 10 cups of coffee, when I haven't touched anything caffeinated all day.

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It's about an hour later. I bought two types of Special K, and some veggie chips and salsa. Soooo... back to the fact that I need therapy. I saw HIM today. Yeah... that's right, HIM! The guy I was totally nuts about around this time last year. He looks as fine as he did back then. And he is single now too... yes I looked up his MySpace to verify that. He says he's looking for a rich Sugar Mama... just wait until I have my master's...

So yeah... I know the guy is scum. He'd never treat me right most likely. Would probably cheat on me. But I just can't let go of that damned crush. I see him and my heart goes all fluttery. Oh course, it's a purely physical and animalistic attraction, and nothing would ever come out of it, except for possibly some sinful pleasures of the flesh. That's just the effect this guy has got on me. Sad and pathetic I know, but i can't help it. And the energy my encounter with him has given me is unbelievable. Get me help, get me help NOW!