I'm a Weak One

Call me Irresponsible is playing right now, putting a smile on my lips, as is greatly needed. I had a horrible day yesterday, after a certain incident in one of my classes. For those who know me, ask me and I shall elaborate, I just don't feel comfortable posting the details here. One can never be positive of who reads this. Just let me assure you, some real nastiness took place. Still though, I've managed to remain nice, kind, and considerate towards those who find it impossible to be civil. I give myself some credit for that. This is turning out to be a real test of my character, patience, and principles. I do believe that this is one test I'm definitely passing so far. All I can say is go ahead and hate me for no reason if that's what you want. I am an awesome person, so it's you who is missing out. Last night was great though. I chatted with some people on-line, and talked to Melissa on the phone. She, Lea, and Jess are the only reason I'm still sane right now. It was a nice Friday evening, I must say. Nice for me anyway, right now, I wouldn't have wanted it any other way. I had to work from 9pm to after 1am this morning though, which sucked a bit. Especially since I didn't sleep much Thursday night. Certain people were very annoyed upon my late arrival back. Apparently they got their hopes up that I went home for the weekend again. In retribution, they were extra loud at 7am when they got up. Oh well, they've left now, I'll just curl up and take a nap later.

Anyhow, back to my lovely new CD. I talked to my boss, and yeah, for some reason we aren't getting paid until next week. I have no clue what the logic behind that is. Then I had another moment where God has proven his existance to me fully and completely. An on-line friend of mine, sent me a copy of the CD when I mentioned how badly I wanted it. I didn't ask him to, he just did it. Trying to show me some kindness, in order to cheer me up. What a sweetheart, if we ever meet, he's getting many, many hugs for this. Again, absolute kindness showing up in the least expected places, when I'm in need of it most. It's his best CD yet I think. I really love Coming Home Baby, which is a duet with Boyz II Men of all people. I love the CD so much, that I think I might actually go and buy it when I've got cash, I know I love it, so it will be money well spent.

I've got Coming Home Baby on right now, so that smile is still on my face. I like to remain positive in life, it takes a lot to get me down. I'm definately NOT giving her the satisfaction of seeing me lose my temper for any reason. Think Buble... only 9 days left...